Afraid

I am afraid like a child with out his or her night light not afraid of darkness or failure nor am I afraid of death what I fear is much worse than anything you can imagine beyond your wildest dreams and it is so terrifying that just the thought of it makes me cry I worry about you all the time or should I say us maybe its just paranoia do I have a reason to be paranoid I am afraid will you comfort me so I want live in fear what is it that I am afraid of you ask I am afraid you will grow tired of me I am afraid that you will leave me can you guarantee your Love and prove it I am afraid of what could happen in the future put my heart at ease are you afraid of the future I am but most of all I am afraid of losing you