Affliction of Addiction

The feeling of a mind in a constant rotation Regardless, the effect is a sensation Erratic thoughts and a foggy haze Trapped within an infernal maze At a balance to fully exist I’m an emotional masochist My addictions will cause me to drown Tip-toe between being heaven or hell bound It’s easier to cease the pain with a pill A quick way out- Maybe I will It’s the ease of mind that I crave To my addictions I am a slave For they know I enjoy the pleasure I keep them because only them I treasure I fear no troubles for they are with me They open my eyes for me to see The fact of knowing I am sick The realization I’m ok with it