Addicted

My mind is going crazy. Everything is looking hazy. When I get "A Taste of Nature." Yes, That's Her Nickname "A Taste of Nature" I'm addicted To her lips. With Mary Jane, she lays on me a soft kiss. Hunted by a great feeling, that has me feeling like I need more. A troubled mind It's my healing Please put me in a straightjacket to prevent me from my bad habits. It's like weights on my feet, and I'm at the bottom of the pool trying to speak. Who am I living for? Am I living for me? or having these addictions overpower me making me weak For A moment, I get stronger. Praying for God to stay with me just a little bit longer But she said she would always be down and don't forever sound much more longer. "Come lay with me." It feels good But she is making me sick. I wouldn't say I like this feeling, but she is here for my feelings and when I want to forget. It's a love and hate battle. A day and night hassle Into a fiery furnace or a beautiful castle I am addicted I know what should the end be I'm just being stupid and letting her love me. When she away from me I can feel her touch me. I'm addicted But tonight, I'm breaking the chain. All of my addictions are all in my brain. I just gave it gender and a cute name. Call it growing pains because I'm struggling. But it is time to grow. They say I'm all talk. So Shhhhhhhhhhh... -Time To Show