Acedia

Fateful design seeks an
Answer divine 
And yet that answer shows itself not
And so the fire,
Burns with desire,
And threatens to char us all.

    Hatred- the rage that burns inside
    Fulfillment- the purpose,
    The truth

Tension coiled;
Our flesh starts to boil,
As we find that there is no release.
Desperate searching,
Our breathing now lurching,
Collapsing beneath our full weight.

    Sorrow- too stoic to realize it’s there
    Ecstasy- now faded, 
    still fleeting

Bottled beneath
And gnashing our teeth
We tear at ourselves to release
Bleeding profuse,
We fail to diffuse,
And bottled-up emotions shall stay.

    Love- gone and replaced with lust-stained
    despair
    Longing- alas, it remains,
    Still pertains 

“Can’t you see my empty shell forlorn?
Blackening inside of my affliction?”
  -Ronnie Nyman of Nightrage
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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