A Way Out

I see you and everyone else around me you stand conversing, contemplating, negotiating but even though you see me im not there but somewhere dark horrid, suffocating and alone there is no one there no one to hold my hand and tell me it will be ok that im going to be ok i dont know what to do dont know where to go my head filled with so many things that makes it want to explode please take me out of this world why am i for such torment what did i do to deserve this in the dark i shout for help and hear nothing but my spiked breaths is there any way out i think not as i search in the dark and find no escape but ill keep searching because thats all i have to look forward to all that i dream about a way out