A True Lover

I am So Innocent You liked that, you started talking to me I am a gold medal student You liked that, you started friendship with me I told every thing about me You shared every moment with me I told you, I never talked to the girls Because I am not like the other guys Years passed, life became easy And you made me crazy In our 6 years of our friendship And 3 years of my one side love I am trying to Convey you that I LOVE YOU One fine day, I have a good shower to impress you , I came to you with a rose flower I am feared but I know she will accept my love I expresed that I am sincerely loving you She has no words to me So I understood she love me Next day, She came with a letter In which she wrote "HAVE YOU GONE MAD HOW CAN YOU THINK THAT I WOULD BE A GIRLFRIEND TO A HANDICAPPED" Then she left me forever Is it my fault being an handicapped Or Its your thinking handicapped?