A Sudicial Mind That Contemplates Death

He's reluctant to make friends, and shows little or no trust in people who reach out and smiling he pretends! He doesn't follow those positive minds, every joke and laughter bothers him, and seeing no humor in a silly whim... his moods become bleaker than shadows! What makes him act the strange way he does? Was he bullied as a kid by his schoolmates? And not having the strenght to fight back, he lost his confidence in clever counterattack! Oh, pitiful loner, be warned that a sucidial mind that contemplates death has no worth, but bears distraught; you live in a cheerless home that has closed windows looking over a street where others exchange their hellos! A bright teen barely twenty has willfully thrown away his chances for glory by listening to internal voices coming from the netherworld hindering his senses from enjoying life by making his skies completely grey! written on 6/19/2017