A Stove of Ash and Coal

Although it matters not anywhere else my heart crushes for what it knows better to have... I am overreacting and incapable of concluding the ordeal inside myself... I know how vain and futile such an allowance of mind into obsession is... Indeed a desperate man void of inspiration leaches on any hope... This inspires the fire within... Long a go the fire warmed my soul now so cold... A stove of ash and coal... How long shall I dwell within this fantasy so real?