A Selected Few

I sit all alone in a dark room 
my life is heartache and gloom

My my only friend and ally is me
I don't possess a thing called glee

Will the sun ever shine again 
will I find the rainbow?

My thoughts are pure torture 
and I have no plans for my future

I live and breathe in utter darkness 
my resting place is total abiss 


It is pure hell getting thru another day
will peace and joy ever come my way?

I long to know joy in the depths of my soul
I want to be completely and utterly whole


Is happiness only for a selected few?
How can I feel brand new?

Is peace, joy and wholeness only an illusion?
I will not believe that and that's my hopeful conclusion 



Alexis Y.
7-23-17
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Sergi Avatar
August 8, 2017 at 9:01 PM
A very intense poem, Alexis. Hopefully you are one of the selected few.
Robinson Jr. Avatar
July 24, 2017 at 2:28 PM
Strong poem, Alexis. Writing about the dark side of emotions scare a lot of people. And knowing the type of poetess you are, you observe this subject matter in other people and write about it. It ain't always about them self when a poet writes. I wish other poets understood this essential premise better. They need to read my poem, "Poet to Poet" to gain a better perspective on when a poet speaks. I loved this dark poem. It speaks to a lot of people's pain. Love and joy always.
Onclaud Avatar
July 24, 2017 at 1:38 AM
how unsettling is your splendid work yet i find hope springs eternal in the end lines.. so wonderful, alexis..huggs
Allison Avatar
July 23, 2017 at 4:38 PM
aww Alexis your poem is so sad when dark days are upon us .. but the ending is uplifting and I know there are brighter days around the corner:-) hugs Jan xx
Sands Avatar
July 23, 2017 at 1:41 PM
Alexis at the end of your poem you mention that you will not believe peace, joy and wholeness is only an 'illusion'. I am happy you will not believe it is an illusion, because it can certainly come to you. :) Take care
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