A Poem For Noel

I met you when i was nineteen, So naive about falling in love, You just came when its time.. For me to almost give up. You bring back the pieces That is missing in my life You make me laugh,when tears are ready to roll down in my eyes. Everyday since God gave you to me was a fairytale.. Never thought that i will going to fall so hard these way.. When you hold my hand and hug me tight It's just feel so right.. Never thought I would feel the so-called TRUE LOVE. One day you told me You need to chase your dreams Dreams that you said was also for us. That is why you need to leave me behind.. Days...months...years... I've patiently waited and prayed for you to come back.. And that's the time that i felt that I'm just a half.. When its time for you to arrive its just feel so light.. Feels like my heart was back from the time it beats so fast. But when i hold you tight I didn't feel your love.. I felt that something is missing in you And my heart felt suddenly sad. My greatest fear just came without warning me up.. And it really hit me hard and break my heart feels like I was dying inside. Asking myself a hundred times,asking God why You throw stones that I cannot catch? Feels like so alone.. And I feel hell inside my heart.. Anger, disappointments,distrust.. fill in my life.. But I just realized.... I can never give you up. Maybe my love for you was really one of a kind.. A love that can conquer Even the hardest part.