A Night of Change

You shoved me down, I couldn't make a sound. Irrevocably changed my life, when to my throat, you held a knife. Harsh words in my ear, about to pass out from fear. My breath flying in and out, not even enough air to shout. I never thought it could be like this, "You're gonna love this" you hiss. I close my eyes, part of me dies. All around are flashing lights, just a prelude to the sleepless nights. Why can't they see? Don't they know they're too late to save me? Sympathetic looks, fake smiles, painful questions that go on for miles. Sayin' "It'll be over soon" like it's something they're tryin' to sell, Yeah right, I already know it's gonna be hell.