A must

Wondering why When they said I might die I didn't cry Didn't feel sad Or glad A calmness filled my soul The peace stilled the blow I held life dear But felt no fear Shed not a tear Like everything was okay What could I say Didn't matter I might not see tomorrow For some reason I held no sorrow Totally in control without trying Felt no need for crying Life was good It's pain I understood Total trust I felt was a must Trust that I would live For I had more yet to give Things yet to do My soul is true My heart was broken Fear never awoken I was in comforting hands then Always been Soothing my fears Drying my tears Leading my way Throughout each day Giving me strength To go the length I kneel I heal For the peace I feel I thank you My heart beats true