A Miracle

I need a miracle to make me smile I need a miracle to make me laugh a miracle that will get me my other half I need a miracle to make me walk talk live forgive I can't take it anymore I wish everything is just like before my eyes will pop from the tears that always drop no one holds me up everyone makes me fall off the top I always say that God is here and He is but my heart is always filled with fear, the happy moments go they vanish to a place that i never know sadness plans to stay and makes the happiness go away, WHY? why is life unfair? people will never care the ones that you love never love you, you tell them "I love you" they never say "I love you too" Someone please tell me what to do will I ever go through? will the miracle come? but where will it come from? I hope it will because I don't think my heart could hold still and if it would this miracle would have done what it should...