A Lover's Cry

I've told sad stories before, But this is gonna hurt some more Cause it happened not once but four That I don't have it in me anymore It's been four times of a broken cry Cause in between I have to stop and breath For it seems like everytime I give it a try Instead of falling in love I become short of breath That's why I struggle to hold in air Hence I can't sink into the feeling called love Cause everytime I'm deep in there I'm out of breath, I surface back out with all I have And then it's back to being a old soul Old cause my hearts known torment That now it's hard to see even foul, in someone thats why I'm always having a moment A moment of reflection and self doubt Cause how comes it always feels it will work Only for the my little bird to start having doubts And call it off, it's hard work That's why I'm here telling my sad tells Hoping that maybe as I relive those times I'll get to see where I went wrong, where it all upwells Cause I'd love to have someone to brave the stormy times The PO£T