A Love That Was Never Meant To Be

I SET AND THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME. I FEEL THE PAIN OF MISSING YOU. I FEEL THE LOVE IN MY HEART TRYING TO SLIP AWAY. I STRUGGLE TO HOLD ON . YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY . I AM UNSURE OF YOUR DEVOTION TO ME. I AM UNSURE IF YOU TRULY LOVE ME. I AM STARTING TO DOUBT YOU AND ME. I AM SCARED THAT OUR LOVE ISN'T STRONGE ENOUGH TO MAKE IT THREW THIS. I LAY AWAKE IN BED AT NIGHT UNABLE TO SLEEP . THOUGHTS AND DESPAIR IS ALL I CAN FEEL. I THOUGHT WE HAD A LOVE NEVER ENDING. I THOUGHT WE HAD A LOVE THAT WOULD NEVER WAVER. I THOUGHT WE WERE SOULMATES. I GUESS I WAS WRONG AND SO WAS YOU. THE LOSS OF YOU IS TOO MUCH TO BARE . BUT I MUST. I MUST PICK UP THE PEICES AND START OVER. I KNOW THAT IN TIME THE HEARTACHE WILL GO AWAY . I KNOW IN TIME I WILL FIND MY TRUE LOVE. I KNOW IN TIME THIS WILL ALL JUST BE A MEMORY OF A LOVE THAT COULD NEVER BE. I KNOW IN TIME YOU WILL MOVE ON AS WELL. I KNOW IN TIME YOU WILL FORGET ME . BUT MOST OF ALL I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES WE SHARED . THE LAUGHS WE HAD TOGETHER. THE LOVE THAT WE THOUGHT WOULD LAST. AND THE WAY YOU CARED AND PROTECTED ME. YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE TIL THE SPACE CAME BETWEEN US . YOU WAS ALWAYS YOU AND NEVER TRIED TO ACT OR PRETEND TO BE ANYONE ELSE. THATS WHY I LOVED YOU SO.