A Lost Memory

You became my best friend, someone I would never ignore. I know I was selfish, but I wanted more. She became the one I wanted, and the one I got. She definitely became the one who showed me love, And taught me the past should be forgot. To me she is a memory, I do sometimes wonder if she remembers’ me. Constantly she said you loved me I knew she lied, I could see the fear in her eyes. I’m letting the pain out, With out any doubts. I have to hurry up and let it go, Before this pain consumes me and I lose control. When she is around I have to wait a while, See she doesn’t know but I have to force a smile. I’ve moved on, so did you. It’s scary to know you love me too. Sure I could find someone else so I did not always feel so alone. But they could never be you I would never feel like I am home. This poem is for those people who can’t move on…..