A Letter To My Father's Murderer

Although this is torture at best
I often try to make it real in my head
the way you would have looked over his chest
watching the life drain from him as he bled
your heart racing while his had stopped
the room falling silent as his body dropped

were you shaking with panic or even remorse
while you made up a story and handled a corpse
did he shed a tear, or go out all too slow?
I shouldn't be wondering but I just need to know

does he ever cross the bridge of your mind
does he haunt your dreams the way you haunt mine?

the life that was robbed was the father of two
much like another, a father being you
but your girls were so little, you see
when you robbed their innocence
the same way you did with me

a beautiful life was stolen and you get to walk free
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Agustin Avatar
June 7, 2026 at 12:36 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Mason Gibbs Avatar
December 22, 2019 at 7:38 PM
Very good poem, well written and nicely put together.
Chiri Avatar
December 11, 2019 at 3:48 AM
Congrats on your win!;)
Bachus Avatar
December 11, 2019 at 7:01 AM
thank u
Krutsinger Avatar
December 10, 2019 at 12:23 AM
Wow! Hanna, you really called the murderer out. It sounds like you know exactly who he is! This is deep! And painful.
Bachus Avatar
December 11, 2019 at 7:01 AM
indeed, thank you!
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