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''A Glimpse''

I saw this picture and it reminded me of many great and endless thoughts, dreams, wishes, but mainly my old life and how much more fun it could be now that I am older. If life used to be that beautiful and spontaneous why the hell did I let it ever end. Not just the girl- not even the girl. That passion for life, for the smallest thing t hat I take for granted now. On the picture it says love or lust. Why not loving lust-lusting for love. Waking up in the morning laughing for no reason and having an adventure every day. I feel like I went to sleep eight years ago and I am just now slowly waking up. Better late than never.. to be honest this picture helped my self-induced coma. I simply felt that if I let myself feel for the person in the picture the way I did and things turned out the way they did. Well it kind of made me an ass....It also made me appreciate things that I never would have. I'll be the first to admit that it is been way overdue. When I see this photo now I just smile and it reminds me that I am capable of whatever I want. I miss that feeling and I can' t believe I let it take this long. Any way, I am ready for a new life; I am not sure what is in front of me, but I am ready to find out.Ten years later she came back and we were engaged but karma didn't agree.Though when I wake I always smile you see.

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Date: 3/14/2016 8:40:00 AM
I enjoyed the glimpse. You should repost it so that it can be appreciated.
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Jai Bankson
Date: 3/14/2016 11:19:00 PM
Your just making my night!!!I wasn't sure to write that at first but every letter felt more and more cathartic..Thank you..I don't even know how to repost it.
Date: 12/24/2014 7:55:00 PM
I sure like this, how is it that you woke up just now,,, LOL, I love that thought. At times, I wish I could sleep 10 years straight. Waking up to a new day.... I truly love this.... Jai,, Stopping by to say Hello, and Wish you a very Merry, Merry Christmas!!! May it bring you joy, happiness and everything else you deserve. Merry Christmas and a Happy New year! Forever ~LINDA~
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