A Glimpse

Never will I have a flawless body
Or be a beauty queen
I am just who I am
What you get is what you've seen

I eat when I am bored
I get jealous as easily as hell
If you ask me to dispense my secrets
I might not be quick to tell

I am sensitive beyond measure
Even though, I keep plenty in
I conceal most of my anger
I'm not the devil but I do sin

Sometimes I get neglectful
I know how to make a mess
But if you ask me to be great
I'll give you nothing less

I hate to be alone
Nightmares get me when awake
Sometimes making it through the day alive
Is more than I can take

I am deeply serious
Yet, I do know how to have fun
I'll procrastinate like crazy
If important, I'll get it done

I believe in God and heaven
I've played with death multitude times
I hide behind numberless masks
Caught in a play without the lines

I love to think of you
A calm spirit in a chaotic universe
My life has changed within meeting you
My heart beats to a broken verse

I don't handle rejection
Even if it is real or in my head
I am beyond gullible then you can imagine
Many lies I have been feed

I have the worst mood swings
I change in the blink of an eye
One moment I am happy, the next sad
I hate it when I can't cry

My strongest fear is abandonment
Therefore, when people get close, I push them away
All I ask is for you to have patience
The light will come within the day

I will always give 100%
It is the best that I can do
In life as well as my heart
I am a woman who loves you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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Brown Avatar
May 12, 2009 at 6:36 AM
Congratulations on your poetry making it into the semi finals. Wishing you the best of luck in the finals. Love, Carol
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May 3, 2009 at 11:11 PM
Stacy, my belated congrats in making the semi finals...Raul
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April 5, 2009 at 10:04 AM
"I hide behind numberless masks" I know what you mean when you say dat, but then again if you think about it everybody hides behind a mask, great poem, loved it!.
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April 5, 2009 at 7:13 AM
Congratulations on your featured poem and thank you for being on the soup! Laura :)
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April 4, 2009 at 10:20 PM
Stacy - Congratulations on having your poetry featured this week – God Bless, MJ
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April 1, 2009 at 11:30 PM
Congratulations on your lovely poetry being featured this week. GB, Always Tyesha"
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April 1, 2009 at 4:47 PM
What a great self portrait, I feel like I"ve known you forever after reading this! Thank you for sharing and congratulations on being featured!~Trudy~
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April 1, 2009 at 3:37 PM
I also meant to say it's wonderful to see your poem in the features.!
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April 1, 2009 at 3:36 PM
OMG...This describes me a lot. Are you by any chance vegetarian? Everyone tells me it's the fiber that cranks me. So I started trying to eat fish but it's slow going, don't like the texture. LOL!
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April 1, 2009 at 6:42 AM
Congratulations Stacy on your lyric "A Glimpse" being featured. Vince
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March 30, 2009 at 10:33 PM
Congratulations on being featured this week. Smiles from Lolita
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March 30, 2009 at 5:38 PM
Congratulations Stacy on your well deserved featured write of the week! Love, Shar
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March 30, 2009 at 4:32 PM
An honest feeling view in this poem. Glad you have faith--it gets one through the tough times. Congratulations on being featured this week. Keep on writing! I wish you ongoing success. Karen
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