A GIFT?

So hard to see, This gift you give to me. As life repeatedly, Defies it's reality. Still I try to be, Faithfully tied. Denied my desire, A world caught fire. May I inquire? It's your love I admire, And aspire to be, Reflecting you Clearly. Because I Know, You Live Within Me. Electrical Energy, Coursing through my body. Entities of Electricity, Living in physicality. Existing intensely. All that matters, Gaining density. Enjoying immensely, The Treasury. Unaware , The treachery. Presents, Tying to reality. Trying to be Free, Awareness is held in gravity. Now Prisoners of Physicality, Living a Fallacy, Created by Me. Searching for A Gift, Within the Present I see.