A Foregone Conclusion

Life has surely broken me. I’ve flunked out at Everything. Why consider equally When Options just desert Me? Too grimed up, I cannot see A single reason surfacing, Hiding Places changing, Constantly and arbitrarily, Disappoint inevitably. It only ends up baffle-ing That the Ones who stuck by Me Were No One and Nobody. The Needed ones Abandoned me, Never even wanted me. Been let down by EveryOne And 100% of Practically All and and Every Single Thing, Left for dead and wasting To a husk of Me. So what's the point, Quite pointlessly, When you will only Start new things? Old ones failing, Interest lost and dropping, Forcing hands repeatedly. Home to pack a bag and leave, All doors slammed resoundingly, Locks all changed and shut to me. Happy Endings Abruptly. Don't care what you do to me. Lost my sensitivity: Burning hurts so painfully. Once Angry scars Protect My Heart From all Hope, Now lost to me. It doesn’t hurt, just disappoints. I have no mass, I’ve been disjoined, Won’t shatter when you drop me. All do eventually; A mere eventuality, Forgone Conclusively.