A Faded Day

A faded day when the lights goes dark. The thought of you gone hurts, when I try to sleep I only think of your face, to wake up to know you are gone. To hope to see your face but I know that is wrong you cannot see what is not real. I fight to see the light, I struggle to break tough the darkness. when I feel stranded I know that I am walking into another faded day. To once feel happiness to know what is love. When love is lost or it is taken away. Your heart takes a beating that will last for days maybe years or a whole lifetime. To feel the shine of the heat of love to see every day as beautiful, to never know a faded day. You would be lucky to feel love again, to want, to feel it with the same level of passion, but never being able to. Wanting more to than anything to let go of that unending faded day. Seeing others love and feeling jealous for it, feeling envy for it, craving it, but never finding it, or have you and you do not know it. From being in the dark for what seems like forever do you even know what love is? Or are you stuck in a forever faded day?