A Discarded Jewel

There are days, when I wonder Wonder where you are Wonder where you went Leaving me alone to defend I hope you would come, every single day A day is not easy to pass by, I wish you would just come and say Oh! My cupcake come here, don't worry I know am late, I am so very sorry When mama is here nothing to fear My teddy bear, you are my dear I wish you were there, In my childhood Lulling me to a treacle chocolaty dream A hope that you would buy me new toys When, I did better than I could fare The hope still throbbing in my heart, Even after those precious years apart. I wish you were here to comfort Saying darling love, but never hate The agony in my heart a part of me Reminding me of a banshee Why mama, Did you leave such everlasting pain With no one to lean on to, or anything to gain Oh Mama! What was your reason To dump you'r newborn child Oh Mama! why could you not take me along Was, I a trouble even though so small? How I wish you were here with me today We could have stayed together Forgiving each other, No need to betray Today, I have every thing in my life Except, a sense of completeness A solitude resting deep in my heart Reminding me of a wandering soul That has neither pulse, nor a beating heart No tears of blood, or happiness to depart My wish for you is still the same May you come home, safely putting an end To this Heart-wrenching game