A Bow To You

You shouldn't be near.  I want to make you feel pain.  Yet she still allows you to hold her near.   After all the games you played.  Watching you touch is acid on my eyes.  Holding her hand while time flies.  I sit her and wonder of the hold you have on me.  Because it won't let go and leave me be.  Your presence makes my stomache turn.  For the feeling of your touch i yearn.  I guess i never learned.  After everyones concern.  I'm lost here and now.  And to you i give a bow.  For the man who managed to give me butterflies.  And then squished them all with you piece of crap lies.