A Bloody Mistake!

I'm ready for my coffin, I'm ready for my grave, to life I am only a slave. Those pills 
in the cabinet that rope in my room, and what about the sharp stick in the kitchen next 
to the broom? Death is coming closer I can feel it it's coming near, I can't live this 
way anymore please mom don't cry a tear. The pills are in my mouth the cuts are on my 
arm, my face is turning pale I don't have my young charm. I hear the paramedics trying 
to save me but their to late, I think that I'm in hell I see the opening gate. I flash 
back to earth, to see me in my hurse they're having a funeral? Over me they will mourn? 
I look into the coffin to see my skin so torn, my face looks horrible my body isn't 
warm. I look into the crowd people are crying loud they're saying shes happy now but as 
I look I'm not proud. I left my loved ones broken the few that I had, if I knew so many 
loved me I wouldn't of murdered myself! I'm watching as they all walk away, the people I 
think of everyday, they all say goodbye the last thing to me they'd ever say, I'm DEAD I 
shouldn't feel this way! I try to call there names, they look down and say I'll miss her 
this is a shame. I'm standing there alone and it begins to rain, I see a bolt of 
lightning I hear the sound of thunder, it's time for my soul to go to hell and my body 
six feet under.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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