30 Days In

30 Days In I fall short of just enough Words escaped my breath Eager to talk My tongue utters As a mute Finding his voice My mind races with mighty a speed My fragility becomes apparent A spectacle amongst Figures who whisper and stare Removing all doubt that it’s but my little secret Silky ribbon in my hair Glitter and sparkle on my face A kite flying over mountain tops An overly inflated balloon ready to pop A storm of great magnitude Overcame me with pride A strong electrical shock No sleeping at night I’m Mother Nature A woman of wisdom Maya Angelou Joan of Arc I’ve arrived , yet have been around Just ask the lover of my life , Wish Kassadine He’s real, but just a lie Oh, the lore of a narc He , 52, me, 25 Energized by talent of no abound It’s in the numbers Reading into things Looking for the signs He said nothing’s wrong with you Just give me your social The contracts are due I’m you’re husband You’re my wife And if you want mother of my child Gotta get you outta here Take no meds You don’t need them you’re fine I’ll tell you what to write You can make your own decisions and take care of yourself You’re be out in 72 ‘ours A thick , heavy wooden door yanked off the walls carried by by a man on the sidewalk People strolling on sidewalks Hands in pockets music in their ears A woman pacing ,large ball of keyes giggling Paradise is mine and rightfully claimed A new order Black rule February 2017 No windows No doors Could I escape that high Not scared of night For God’s by my side I am his daughter, Jesus Christ give me the strength to defeat the devil I screamed at the top of my lungs Drawing closer to him to no avail I swore that devil almost killed my grandmama Blood clot he said When I came to , oh I was overcome, so much for my enthusiasm In the pale blue two piece ward uniform Girl on 7th A Sag and a Capricorn White pillows, sheets 4 cheese burgers Baileys Irish cream, gin and juice : Pina co la ta and papaya Pissy Heineken Cigarettes Snapshots on the bed Videos and directions Cocoa butter, notes and pens It’s me and you against the world Together we’ll build a corporation I need 50 to fix my mouth You know, I want to look the part Plus it may cost me my life if otherwise You’re all I’ve got The flame goes out Held hostage in my own mind The devil’s in my pocket 21,000 Claimed Getting closer to the next dimension No hell Nor heaven Generations out in the open They’re here amongst me Blank stares sitting on heavy, sand filled chairs A kiss on the cheek My personal greeting The Oscar’s are on And I’ve got one I see Gucci belts I’m in a movie and “Invisible chains “kept us bound Me, rapunzel , tangled in a knot Him, under watch Something about hammers, deflowering 4 women, fights and what not I did 15 he said In 3 years it’ll be all ours I never told you I had it, you assumed I took the test , look at it, the results speak for themselves I’ve got blue balls It hurts It feels different , better with someone else I can’t wait to make you a woman I’m gonna go in your stomach Lets leave without paying, You scared, oh, I was just kidding If pop off, take my bag, you get caught , you have it , it’s yours I’ve brought it onto myself I need not pity For I will sink deeper into it The head needeth compress Fallen leaves gather at my feet A grasshopper in the meadow Becoming one with the green Marckincia Jean Narrative 08/12/2024