18 Year Old Monster

I am finding myself believing in monsters. The Boogey man that lived under the bed, The demon that lurked in the dark , The Wicked Trolls that'll grab my ankles. I am finding myself fearing these monsters. The Boogey man that told me- my life choices were sinful , The demon living in my emotions, The wicked troll that judged my every move. I didnt find myself , I found my reverence . A leach on my shoulders relieving me of Hope ,Happiness - The light of life. I've found my fears , Now i'm affraid .