Jay Loveless Poet I do not know?

1-25-10 My Boyfriend

I call a dead boy my boyfriend,
even though, we've never truly been together,
everyone use to say he was mine,
because my love has always been his,

I walk around feeling dead,
and yet im the one who can breath,
my boyfriend, he cant even see,
because he has the eternal sleep,

I call a dead boy my boyfriend,
at night i cry myself to sleep,
i close my eyes and i see him,
i hear him and feel him on me,

I walk around in the day, 
dressed in black everything,
the sun tries to shine on me,
and instead the clouds just pour rain down,

I call a dead boy my boyfriend,
i think theres something wrong with me,
this pain wont go away,
and i can barely see,

I sleep at night after tears,
and hear him whispering in my ear,
i wonder if this is real,
or am i just going insane?

I call a dead boy my boyfriend,
i cant use the past tence,
i hurt so bad everyday,
my heart is in so much pain,

I try to hide it all,
i try not to let everybody see,
how much im drowning,
and what this does to me,

I call a dead boy my boyfriend,
am i going insane?
I call a dead boy my boyfriend,
im not too sure how long i can take this pain...

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Emily Rakis March 2, 2010 at 10:40 AM This poem is amazing: ). It's exactly how i felt and still do feel!!!! I love the poem.

Lynette Chachere January 31, 2010 at 10:15 AM No your not insane. Very deep write -Aways Lynette

Anya Chebukina January 25, 2010 at 8:38 PM WOW. That was some thing. That is beautiful. It is just remarkable.

John Patrick Robbins Aka Gonzo January 25, 2010 at 10:50 AM Even though people are no longer with us in one sense there always with us. this really is a great and painful poem your writting is always true cause it speaks from your heart. really Rain this is a painful and great write my friend

The Melody Sings January 25, 2010 at 10:50 AM Wow. That's so sad rain. I am sorry about everything your'e going trough please feel better soon Peace~Brittany