the world you don't see

My name is Katherine Garnon and welcome to this edition of the world you don’t see. I write this so all depressed people can look and realise that yes the world may be hard but is achievable. I have been there myself do I do know what it is like, but he waiting is hard but I know that with anticipation you will follow through. There are many times when you and want to give up it is then you look at life and be astonished with the

outcome. Never give up for it is important for your life to keep clean from the worries of what you may face, I know it’s not easy, but it’s worth the wait. I know that if you put your mind to something you will pull yourself through. It

will get easier if you do it right. Sometimes you want to say no but in the end it’s up to you and what you want to achieve your skills and what you acquire.

My poetry

Suicide is not about trying It’s not about lying

It’s about being free

It’s about living for a future They are struggling to see In itself please tell them

Don’t give up don’t cry or sigh That it’s not their fault They did not want to die Suicide is not the answer

It’s a painful cry Please don’t think

Of it as attention seeking It’s a struggle within The heart

To grasp what life has to offer

A fresh new start Please carry on Please be strong Never give up

To what’s going on On the inside of me I’ve got to belong I am alone

I have a calling Life is never unknown

Life is forsaken I took it by despair

Hope to be around today I feel no one cares

People sometimes have bad thoughts

That never go away They think of suicide

Everyday

They feel they can’t carry on They need to feel the strength to belong

Keep living life in different ways And you will have more happy

days Success is about

Following your hopes and dreams It’s about believing what you can see

Rising above who you want to be Find the success that is untold Not grieving over the memories that are old

Living life free within Fighting the battle so I can win Giving the fact I can be strong

Finding the sanity so I can belong

Never giving in with the thoughts Of wanting to die

I love life you know why My life is beautiful can you see

I have hope inside of me The hope is big

It is not small I love life

Loving life is about Coping with the pain

It is about becoming well again It is about inside of you

It is about knowing who You are called to be

To be happy it’s within you It’s a hope with glee

I love life the way it is Suppose to be

I love life Hoping is without coping

With the pain With all the voices gone

From my head I’m a lovable person again

Paying attention to what’s going on

Strength to have it I belong I am alone

I am going to see

All the possibilities within me I am not a person who does Not know

But a person who wants to grow To become well again

I made the wrong choices In the past

But now it’s almost over At last

My hopes and dreams there too Having feelings the past Cannot confide

Having the feelings I cannot hide No longer hurting I have forgiven I love life but I was a mess

I fought, cried I tried to be good

I no longer hear voices They are gone for good They had to leave

I am getting better everyday I like it this way

No more fighting for my future

Here it should stay They are always there

Happiness everywhere living in it Never want a bit

Never give up on life Even when you consider a knife

Please be strong Find the strength To carry on

Never take it, break it See it never let it go Living in hope spirit free I am living happily New live, move on

No need to be calm Nor self-harm My arms are healed My past concealed

A new beginning A new life

Belief is knowing who you are On the Inside

Living what you cannot hide From the past

What held you bound Never in despair

Knowing firmly who you are You have come so very far Don’t forget who you are Don’t turn back

Please be strong Focus on what’s going on

No need to cry Lift your head up high

No need to sigh No need to want to die

Hold on to who you want to be Hold on to the future

Don’t just pretend to see Who you are

Not who you intend to be And that you are wanting To be free

There are many options out there Find the options you will see Emotions running high

Emotions running low Emotions getting bigger Emotions always grow Emotions love know always see They never let go

Of what is in between Emotions are there to help you When you want to cry

They are there to help you When you want to die Emotions are never blind They will always help you If you give them time

Peoples problems can be big small Or without anxiety gone

Once and for all Sometimes people accept

Not what they don’t understand They let their problems

Become big again The problems with anxiety

Are very strong But if you don’t listen To them they carry on

Being anxious is What you shouldn’t do

It’s not about being you Don’t let anxiety get to you Don’t let it take over you Give it away

Tell it it’s gone

Tell it you don’t need it anymore Loving life for all who died For all who committed suicide Life gets hard sometimes

It makes us frown In which you can see

Suicide was not an option for me It never was, never will be Was it an intention of being free My life Is not over

It is just me I was never lying I was just crying

Trying not to let go That will always show Seeing is believing

It’s knowing the honest truth It’s about success and what’s inside

A complete mess I must confess

I did nothing wrong

I believed I must carry on Be strong the world needs me to

be Never giving in

Tell yourself How much your living It’s about being free

But be protective Be thankful for

The life you have

Be thankful for what you’ve got Be thankful for what you’ve not Be happy for who you are

On the Inside Never let It go

Keep going with what you got Now what you thought was gone New life is here

It has given me The strength to carry on

Be content be happy today Be thankful for the little things

That come your way Be a lover of life Freedom is about winning over the past

It’s about getting well at last

Never forget who you are its true Never forget what is inside of you

Find the courage do not hide You confide with the freedom By your side

Make it true freedom It’s a thing within you Look at it

Be proud and accept it Success is about following who you are

It’s about believing the opposite of not

Who you want to be

It’s about wanting to be free It is about being alive

And being brave

No more being nor a slave Success is something you Don’t need to confess Although it had me in a mess I am now becoming happy

I am becoming

The person I want to be Fresh heart and new start Being free

Loved by family Being positive loud and clear

It’s about knowing who you are And not giving up

On who you are on the inside I am positive

New life starts now Being alive is what is meant to be

Life is meant for me

No longer treated like dirt I am always positive with my

words

I love living life And being me

Salvation is about being free It’s about being me

It’s about knowing who I am

It’s about who you want to know It’s about feelings that grow It’s about caring for people

Who are not equal Giving to those

Who need to be saved I am honest

I am brave

I am no longer a slave

Loving is showing who you are Giving the ability of showing All the bad feelings

Are over with me Contentment is around Is lovable you see

I am becoming who I want to be

Hope, love, generosity people don’t care all the answers are never there they don’t understand abuse nor how it hurt me the most I felt like he was cutting my lifeline and leaving me to die. All the pain of a child could not hide. It’s just not fair taking an innocent life

giving the love that was not real she had no one to listen to nor

could she feel. He took over her body she cried let me go. She was a child she did not

know. She found the strength to carry on he was very strong.

Where does this remain a helpless girl was she the one to blame? I can’t see hidden eyes were blind I could not see. My only answer is why? did this happen to me all I could do was cry. You tortured me until I bled on my bed told me you cared about me and I’d be ok but all that was a lie you took a child by surprise.

You took her by the hand hoping she’d understand but she trusted you and thought you were a friend

left a child wanting to be dead. Left her with memories that

will never leave her head. Was I the only one or did he just

wanted to have fun. Was this over or had it just begun. Alone I sit, alone I cry. Wondering what had happened and why. Now that happiness is around. Pain no longer surrounds me. I

had options but I failed to see the freedom that was there for me.

Being proud and standing tall this is over once and for all.

Many days of tears that I cried and many obstacles to climb, but I will succeed sometime. See the hope that was there, doesn't

anybody care? Emotions pass I will press towards my goals. Hope for a future my pain is no longer disclosed. To talk about the pain, I feel inside. Along with the memories I tried to hide. No longer afraid to share what’s

deep for so long letting my soul to heal from what went wrong. To the world I now belong.

Words of wisdom

To believe in yourself you have got to grasp a hold of why your dreams are face reality never look back at your past but strive for the future.

No matter how many times we fail as people we tend to think OMG was it me who really needs the changing we realise it analyse it and do what the mind tells us to do and we immediately do it

Giving without wanting, wanting without taking is what we should be like. Never expecting things in

return being a good friend and having a good heart, and being there for everyone we know. Especially in this world where we begin to fail to see

the true us yet we show our personality traits that make us the wonderful people we are

today. We should be never giving up on who we are we should be reaching for what we believe in and keep on following our dreams so that we will succeed in life.

I have learnt that if you have a negative thought you should erase it but if it is a positive accept it. We need to accept who we are so we can allow time for self-awareness. Only we can change who we are and recognise our own mere determination

We must never give up on ourselves, because our self never gives up on us. Your important to you. Only you

can recognise you for who you are. Your qualities and your abilities. There is no one else like you.

Now and then you may need to get a connection with your mind to perceive it and that’s ok but then to keep in you must do that and then follow it then you must believe it to know who you are. It then becomes your choice the way you want to live your life. So choose the right path follow it and stick to it and never let your future go.

Many people fail to

see their true inner self. What is in their heart they sometimes misunderstand it. If they take a proper look they will see far beyond they

will see it’s a powerful tool it just doesn’t love it feels as well

We must provide our self with positive aspect of life we follow those within what we desire. We are not bad people although what we do may make us feel like that. We must never give up on loving ourselves it’s a part of the self-healing. Self-healing is a process it takes place when we believe who we are on the

inside. Believe in everything and you will achieve something, don’t believe in yourself and you will achieve nothing

We must be the master of our problems we must not conceal it but put it at a place where we don’t

grieve the past but look to the future.

The journey is long for us but it’s worth the wait.

We can achieve anything we set our hearts to. We all have a divine determination in life. We must hold on to our strengths not our weaknesses and realise our acquaintance of things we want to change. We must be determined to

stay determined and be a giver not a taker rise above your pain face it, accept it and let it go.

Our minds sometimes play games with us but it’s our choice if we accept them or not. To accept or reject

To know ourselves on the inside means we have got to love

ourselves on the inside first. We also must recognise ourselves before others can recognise us. We will have

new beginnings, success, success dreams and dreams ambition.

We must follow our strengths not our weaknesses for our weaknesses will put us down but our strengths will lift us back up. Sometimes we need to connect with that mind of ours so that we can keep it at ease and attract it with what we may acquire.

We must tell ourselves we are worthy not worthless for those thoughts

will get us through the way you think and feel. It is not impossible to do the possible if the thinking pattern is changed. It needs to be re directed to something that needs to be

changed about who we are. We need to make rules in our lives talk to it and give some improvement that you can keep improving. Keep striving for those changes remember only you can make the impossible possible.

To become a positive thinker, we need to train our mind to do so however to become a

positive thinker it requires more time and effort.

We need to make the impossible possible. We need to stand tall and realise we are valuable cherished and loved. We need to be quiet in what we hear and loud in what we perceive

Live it, act towards it, love it dream it See it know your limits

I believe you have a future but first you have to perceive it. You need to know it’s not just what you want it’s how you grow both physically and spiritually.

Yes, damaged emotions hurt us but when we face the trials and triumph we learn to heal from whatever we may be facing

Achieving in life is about succeeding without pain that we sometimes feel in our lives. We should not get angry at the past instead we must accept it as a triumph that you have

overcome we all earn from

it and make better choices in life. For every tear that has fallen from your eyes from every hurt you have faced.

From every bad word spoken over to your life. I speak the words of love and healing to your soul. I believe that anyone can have a good life out of the bad. Also we can find freedom within it. A life full of fear is not good especially if we are going to wallow in it. Grieving is ok but not

too much of it because it’s just going to tear us down. We must love our self for who we are dare to dream big.

We need to follow those dreams we have so that no one can take it from us. I say we must allow time to meet the desires of our heart. Learn to manage our pain and feelings, we are in control. Imagine being in a

train we are in the driver’s seat we turn the wheel wherever you want it to go. It is like our lives we are in that driver’s seat. We have problems need

to be addressed. As soon as we get help we steer in the right

direction. This may seem impossible for you but it’s not it’s quite

easy. Just keep focused on what is ahead. If you focus on what is behind you, you will get caught up in the problems in this world. This will make you blind and you won’t be able to see what is going on around you. Be aware of negative vibes there may be.