Sleeping to Dream
I think the reason why I am sleeping a lot, is more than likely due to the fact, I have now progressed to calling you into my dreams.
Not only do I think about you when I am living my everyday life, like the day starts in the shower, you are surrounding me wherever I am, particularly in my bed when I sleep to dream, there I meet you.
I was going to do the washing this morning, instead I went back to sleep hugging my pillow feeling your skin next to mine, low and behold I had a dream.
I had taken a flight to Chicago. This was disconcerting, to say the least, as the original plan had been to travel to the U.K., to be more specific, Holderness. Now, immersed in my anxiety, here I was on a flight to the exact opposite side of the original dream. Somehow I made my way to your home. You ended up taking me on an 'adventure' (you said to me), journeying deep into your Mountains (wherever they are) and we walked through a forest park. It was dark (so evening). You showed me a place where there were Fireflies, it was the most amazing spectacle, all the while holding my hand, because lurking in the shadows somewhere was not a wolf, but a blood-thirsty rogue bear, that apparently was brutally enormous and on a murderous rampage. You told me it wasn’t safe to hang around too long, and that you were going to take me to another place of ‘Magic’. We ended up in a cave, which was pitch black.
I was of the opinion at that point in my dream, that you were the murderous bear on the rampage about to murder me and I tried to let go of your hand, but you wouldn’t let go of me, saying,
"You have to trust me on this one. I am not the murderous bear and if you let go and go out there on your own, you are on your own and the bear will most definitely find you, it will smell your scent, which I love by the way”.
I said, “I don’t trust you, I don’t trust anyone”,
to which you held on tighter to my hand and pulled me into you, and said,
“Just be still, be quiet, just 'Be' ... in a minute you will see what I’ve brought you into this cave to be a ‘part of’”. For once, you will see."
You pulled me into your chest. By this stage we are both standing there stark naked, and you say, as you turn me around and pull me into you and my breasts are on your chest,
“Can you hear that? Can you feel that? You must be very still and very quiet though."
At which point I could hear your heart beating and I could feel it next to my naked skin. You kissed me and of course, I didn’t want to stop. You stopped and then gently turned me around away from you to face something in the cave, and said,
“Open your eyes”,
Then all of a sudden, all the walls, the ceiling and the floor of the cave were glistening, with it seemed millions of stars and I said,
“What is happening?”
and you said,
“I summoned the Glow Worms for you”, like you were some Forest God.
You started singing opera and the next thing I know we are at the Opera sitting in a golden booth and you holding my hand said,
“There will always be magic, there will always be music”, and you laughed like it was the funniest thing ever. It was the most bizarre dream.
Upon waking, 2 times. I tried to go back to sleep to find you again in my dream. But sleep refused to be summoned and the dream had fled my mind. Then about 5 minutes ago, the doorbell rang, and I received your gift.
I think I might be falling big time. This is becoming rather magic and dangerous at the same time. Hearts can drown sometimes in dreams.
M.
Thank you for the beautiful flowers, and the simple message, which is more than simple and from your soul's heart. I shall put that card where I put everything that is of importance to me. I will place it inside a very special book, there it will stay, with other important treasures.
"The Same Deep Water as You" / The Cure
https://youtu.be/V35cxutR7gc
"If You Meet Someone in a Dream, Are You Meeting Them on the Astral Plane"
https://theawakenedstate.net/im-a-little-confused-about-dreams-and-the-astral/
https://www.poetrysoup.com/poem/love_letter_from_the_soul_xiv_1207193
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