Looking for Blue Love
Looking for True Love
“I need you, I follow you on your way. This is an unknown way. I know you deliberately taking me to more dangerous and completely unknown lands.” I said it to myself as I followed the invisible love on the unknown, strange way. Yes. For many years, my fate has just been following her in life. I don’t remember how long I’ve been walking this path. I don’t even remember my age anymore. I don’t know when I was born. Deleted time. The memory of my family, relatives, friends, and acquaintances has long since faded into obscurity. My cold heart longs for fire. But there is a dark emptiness in my heart. The echo of darkness is terrible. Oh, the noise of silence kills the rest of my life. A strange, invisible, and inaudible resonance. Horror, horror of my life. To my life.
In my life, everything is lost. All contact with the human world in my life has ceased. Only one thing is driving me. The Love. Get, gtet this Love. No, no, this love is not that love. This is not human love. Human love is mortal, transient, and perishable, false beauty. I don’t want any more suffering, and therefore no more human life.
Life in the human world is just repetition. It is not a cycle, as some religious adherents claim. It is nothing more than a past continuous thing. Nothing else. Human life is a journey from trap to trap. Where is the way out? Where? There is… There is…
A road, a path. I found it. Never turn back. No more human love. Your soul is magnetized by the blue love. Another world, another life. Incredible cold, infinite and noble spirituality. You lost the human sarchopagus.
You have no more funerals, no more executions, no more condemners, no more enemies, no more jails. You will no longer spend your life in a cemetery. Count how many times you have been buried.
Just walk, walk. Alone. Sleepily, Tiredly. Where is the way? Where is the end of this dark wandering? Hmm, my fate.
– Your fate?! You must be happy! You are on the way. On the Way! Just walk! Just walk, just walk. – Satan said warningly.
– I am suffering. The feeling of loneliness haunts me. – I answered.
– Accompanying symptom. Positive sign. – Said Satan.
– Walk on dark and terrifying roads. – I noted.
– And you cannot turn back. You’re already here. But the entrance is long. – Said Satan.
– I have been walking for a long time. – I replied.
– Visit the earthly gate. – recommended Satan.
– Must I die there? – I asked Satan.
– No. Just visit the gate often. – Answered Satan.
– I will do. – I replied to Him.
– There is your blue love. The key. – Satan said.
– A grave? – I asked.
– She will open your gate. – Answered Satan with a very friendly voice.
– Okay. I will find the grave. – I answered.
–You are welcome here and there… – Said a velvety and sweet female voice. – I am the otherworldly blue love. – She added. – Where is my flower? The blue one? Blue Love...
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