In the flow
Thought Streams from The River of Life
IN THE FLOW
Poems by; Keith McHugh
Within the flow of life, lie currents so turbulent, They'll shake you to the core. The rapids sometimes carry you into places you might otherwise not go. The unknown is a place full of potential. Through experience we learn how the world we create affects our every move. From our first thought to the first action, Emotions control a show only seen by few. A world full of feeling, An empathetic nightmare, within this dense physical experience. Letting the River take me, I let go of all I thought to be real, to embrace a ride I wasn't ready for. Grabbing my faith tightly, I fight with the Reality before me. Could it really be true? Abundance an emotion away? Have we been kept from our natural abilities? Belittled by fear and destruction. Get lost in the flow, as I let it all go. Who knows, You may find it a cool place to go.
1.) OPEN WOUNDS,
Always seeking healing,
Revealing open wounds,
Layers are peeling,
Gleaning through feeling,
Reeling out of control,
I'm forced to let go,
Dancing with my shadow,
Changing all I know,
Healing as I grow,
Forcing wounds to show.
2.) INTUITION ADVANCE,
I AM Trying to listen,
Tuning into my intuition,
Looking for the division,
Blocking My vision.
Confusion fills me,
I'm trying to see,
What I really want to be,
The truth within reality.
Feeling my way,
Through things I say,
Seeing how it will play,
Creating along the way.
Tuning into the sense,
Corrupting my innocence,
I await my chance,
To advance this experience.
3.) EMPTY CUP,
My mind is wrapped,
Thoughts are trapped,
Tapping into my nerves,
I'm feeling them snap.
Setting the trap,
My emotions unwrap,
Starting to feel like crap,
I loosen the strap.
Before too long I snap,
Wrapping it all up,
Emptying my cup.
4.) ENCROACHMENT,
I'm locking the door,
So you can't enter anymore,
You're not allowed to explore,
the inner parts of my core,
Dealing with you is a chore,
I reach to cut the cord,
I am moving forward,
Toward my state of bliss,
The one you're making me miss,
Here's a good bye kiss,
I was a witness,
Once you entered this,
Revealing the darkness,
Now it's all a mess.
5.) SHADOW,
Letters from the pen,
Forming words again,
I can't remember when,
I felt my heaven.
I am being beaten,
By a demon,
Screaming thoughts within,
My energy is growing thin.
Spinning out of control,
Attacking my soul,
Letters start to roll,
I'm Letting it all go,
Trapping what I know,
With words that show,
I'm writing from the shadow.
6.) CURSE BREAKER,
Chaos creates a spell,
Millions a tale to tell,
Every Sunday sitting still,
Listening to another's will.
Even stranger still,
Wine is what's used to fill,
A vessel that should never spill,
Slipping you a sleeping pill.
Causing fear, they instill,
A false projection of my will,
It's time to take you pill,
A hard one to swallow.
There is no tomorrow,
Forever in love,
Now is eternal,
Projecting external.
7.) DRAGONS CALL,
Chasing the dragon,
My eyes start saggin,
I'm saddened it happened,
Snagged on a hook.
One little look,
Was all it took,
Sneaky crook,
Took it all.
I built a wall,
Only grew so tall,
Always feeling small,
The dragon's call.
To them I crawl,
Seeing over it all,
I'm afraid to fall,
Dropping beyond the wall.
Standing strong and tall,
Watching my dragons,
Chase them all.
Answering to my call.
8.) BELIEVE YOU’RE A STAR,
Believing is all I’ve got,
Thinking I’m someone on top,
Everyday giving it a shot,
Until the day I rot,
Shooting star coming in hot,
Giving it all I’ve got,
I don’t care if it’s true or not,
Believing is all I got,
And I believe in myself alot.
9.) DEVOTED,
Waiting for dreams,
Is harder than it seems,
I wonder how it streams,
Flowing within self esteem,
It's been so long I lost steam,
Creamed by expectation,
Wading through extremes,
My supreme devotion,
Now a scream,
All that’s left of my dream,
Is going through the motions.
10.) CONCLUSION,
Be careful when you slip,
Tripping into a new dimension,
Let you intentions rip,
Tearing seams of illusions,
Slipping into confusion,
Creating a contusion,
Ripping a wound open,
Bringing it to its conclusion.
11.) ETHER ABYSS,
The ether retains knowledge,
A different kind of collage,
Lessons bringing you to the edge,
An abyss into a bridge,
Wisdom just passed the ridge.
Your body the carriage,
Knowledge the fuel,
You will use to build,
A bridge into the ether.
12.) EXTENSION,
You are an extension of love,
Taught to give only,
To those deserving of.
Leaving most of yourself alone,
You search for it in return.
Unsure why you yearn,
And desires burn.
Love is not to earn,
That is what you are here to learn.
13.) MILLIONAIRE,
I AM a millionaire,
There’s not a dollar there,
I am a treasure aware,
Success is a nightmare.
Heading right where you want to go,
Spreading money in the flow,
Directing traffic through sorrow,
Do you have any I could borrow?
14.) CALLING OUT,
Inside I’m calling,
I’m falling apart.
When will it start?
I’m tired of crawling,
Walking into the unknown.
Showing what needs to be shown,
Or the surprise will be blown,
Patience holds the dream you own.
15.) SUPER SLEUTH,
Hidden from the truth,
Ever since our youth,
Created a super sleuth.
Escaping their booth,
That kept me in a loop,
Was a cube hiding truth,
So you stay away from you,
A super sleuth,
Here to create something new.
16.) ROAR,
Like a lion I roar,
I’m ready to soar,
Looking for more,
I begin to explore,
Scouring the floor,
Down on all four,
Like a lion I roar,
When I find the score.
That satisfies my core.
17.) THE 144
Bruised and beaten,
I can’t take much more,
It’s time to awaken the 144.
Tired of reaching from down on the floor,
I AM the King,
Hear me roar,
I’m calling out the 144.
18.) RECONSTRUCT,
I’ve been abducted,
Patterns being interrupted,
Many can’t be trusted,
My emotions have erupted,
Due to the corrupted,
Running uninterrupted,
Feeling tired and busted,
My program disrupted,
Patterns reconstructed,
So I move as instructed.
19.) PLANTS,
Nature provides,
A wide variety,
To satisfy me,
Feeding my reality.
Plants help experience,
New parts of existence,
Connecting you to a sense,
Of awareness,
A state of bliss,
Leaving you the witness,
To Earth's kiss.
20.) ACHIEVING ME,
Believing in me,
I work hard to be,
The best part of reality,
Beaten by others who see,
The light I shine brightly,
Dimming it secretly,
So I can’t see,
The truth of what I’m achieving.
21.) DARKNESS SHINES,
Shining a light,
Despite my blight,
Fighting a silent fight,
As sparks ignite,
My flame of insight,
Now burning so bright,
I’m darkness in your sight,
Shining a light,
So you can see your fight.
22.) CAGE,
Is this a cage?
A false image,
Hiding rage.
Is this a stage?
It’s meant to enrage,
Characters of the play.
Is it war we wage?
Page after page,
Searching for courage.
Can I engage?
Feeling the outrage,
I break free from the Cage.
23.) NO MORE,
I can’t take it anymore,
My hearts to the floor,
It hurts to the core,
What more is in store?
I feel like i’m fighting a war,
I just want to explore,
What I fought for.
Instead I’m floored,
And I don't want anymore.
24.) DELIRIOUS,
Growing delirious,
Life is so mysterious,
I just want to know where it is,
The part they call priceless.
All I see is one big mess,
Feeling like I’m much less,
I don’t care to get serious,
There’s nothing that will change this,
I’ve grown delirious.
25.) AFLOAT,
Trying to stay afloat,
Aboard a sinking boat.
I hold tight to hope,
Hanging from a rope.
Being groped by the waves,
I become its slave.
Finding it hard to behave,
Rocking the boat,
The rope tightens around my throat,
As the truth keeps me afloat.
26.) DREAMS WAIT,
Acquiring money everyday,
Is getting in the way,
Of the life I portray.
Giving most of myself away,
To the bills I have to pay,
Wishing for the last day,
There’s no time for me to play,
My dreams have gone astray,
There’s nothing left after I pay,
So I have to acquire more today.
27.) FALL TO BLACK,
Out of line,
Out of whack,
I’m under attack.
My thoughts on lack,
A pain in my back,
I can’t get on track.
I’m stuck in a crack,
Picking up the slack,
I trip and fall back.
Smack,
Fade to black,
Flashback in time,
Get back in line,
And make a comeback.
28.) MORE,
Fighting a need for more,
I tighten its hold on me,
It’s coming from the core,
There’s a root that I can’t see.
Taking time to explore,
Looking for the energy.
The need for more,
Even though I have plenty.
29.) THE WHEEL,
Running on a hamster wheel,
Is how I currently feel,
I’m not sure if it’s real,
Am I really here?
Running going nowhere,
Doesn't matter if I go faster,
The wheel is my master,
If I stop I splatter,
Face first to the floor,
Tumbling after,
Battered and bruised,
I’m feeling abused,
Getting use to the pain,
I hop on the wheel again.
30.) MY LOVE,
Looking for love,
That i’m unsure of,
Seeking the feeling,
Of that perfect being,
A knowing without seeing,
Growing together into Eden.
Even stronger than a diamond,
A bond beyond enlightened,
A sacred pairing tightened,
Their fruits have now ripened,
Senses have heightened,
Love seeking Love's attention.
31.) ON THE SLEEVE,
Emotions exploding,
Patience eroding,
I don’t know where I’m going.
Heart showing on my sleeve,
Notions hard to conceive,
All you have to do is believe.
In time you will receive,
Everything you wish to achieve,
Keeping emotions up your sleeve.
32.) OUR TREASURE,
King of a world,
Full of discord,
We have a good record,
When it comes to together.
Will we ever get better?
How do I become a trendsetter?
Retain a balance Earth prefers,
Helping souls remember,
We live forever,
This Garden was our treasure.
33.) POURING OUT,
Staring into doubt,
Wondering if I’m holding out,
I know what I’m all about,
I’ve looked inside out,
And see I’ve begun to sprout,
I AM being called out,
A seedling,
Without a doubt,
Pouring love from the spout,
From the lungs I shout,
I AM your way out.
34.) SLITHERING,
Sneaking in again,
Like a snake slithering,
Biting into my brain,
A poisoned will withering,
Giving into the pain,
I silence the whispering,
With nothing to gain,
I lie awake quivering,
Considering quitting,
Ending the pain.
35.) 1000s OF FEARS,
Over a thousand years,
Of built up fears,
Fill a world full of tears,
Hidden from the truth here,
Things never seem clear,
Driving lives we can’t steer,
Into the direction we fear,
Forcing them to appear.
36.) VIOLENCE,
This world is Intense,
So full of violence.
I find myself in silence,
Bathing in innocence.
An immense feeling I sense,
Building my presence.
My own form of defense,
In a world full of violence.
37.) ORBITING,
Reality drifting,
Constantly shifting,
Orbiting around thought.
Collectively sought,
It’s the after thought.
After we all bought,
One we all fought.
We stand dumbfounded,
Distraught.
Sifting through memories,
Of how things used to be,
Orbiting out of reality.
38.) TRUE TO SELF,
Uncertainty I face,
Chasing my doubt away,
This is a brand new day.
Believe in what you say,
It will be real someday.
Staying true to self is the way,
To build within this space.
With certainty and grace,
You create a wonderful place.
39.) CLUES,
Working avenues,
I didn’t have to,
Searching for clues,
That could help you,
Discover your cues,
Triggers that stop you,
So you make it through,
With a different view,
Exploring new avenues.
40.) AWAKENING,
Patiently waiting,
Quietly participating,
In my own awakening,
Learning I’m a king,
Lost in a world lurking,
Toward misery as the destiny,
Hard to believe it’s me,
Here to set us free,
In coming together you will see,
The power within harmony,
Echoing a testimony,
Heard universally.
41.) DISTRAUGHT,
Changing thoughts,
Accepting what it brought,
Feeling distraught,
I fall into thought,
A vault I can’t escape,
I claw and scrape,
Just to feel the pain,
Falling like the rain,
I lift myself up to try again.
42.) DYING TO GO HOME,
You’re not dying,
Only flying,
Toward more,
Realms to explore,
Deep inside the core.
Your true being,
Now seeing you,
In its full view,
Creating another world,
To head toward.
43.) SOCIETY,
Misery accompanying me,
I’m drowning in the sea,
My thoughts abusing me,
I don’t want to be.
Tired of society,
Labeling me,
This stupid economy,
Making a slave of me.
No one else can see,
The damage done to humanity,
The secret slavery,
Holding its entities,
Within its amenities,
Afraid to set ourselves free.
44.) INNOCENCE TAKEN,
Something was taken from me,
Long before I could see,
The nature of my ability,
Living innocently,
Just being me,
Darkness rises to be,
The reflection I see,
Beaten by this entity,
Falling for lies it fed me,
Living innocently,
Just trying to be,
I’m pushed down daily,
Becoming what you see.
45.) WILL I SEE,
When will I see,
The change in me,
Reflected within my reality,
I work tirelessly,
To choose who I was to be,
Only to see poverty,
Scraping the bottom of empty,
There is nothing left in me,
Why wasn’t I reflected in my reality?
46.) HAPPY,
What makes me happy,
I can’t find me,
I’ve been running blindly,
Leaving chaos behind me,
Anger and fear have bound me,
A future reality,
I hope I don’t see,
I just want to be happy,
Safe in my reality,
Searching within me,
I can’t find my happy.
47.) BED HEAD,
Emotions crippling my head,
Feeling better off dead,
Maybe I’ll get high instead,
2 Paths I get to tread,
Waking into the day ahead,
Trudging along I dread,
The terrible things I said,
Adding more pain to to my head,
It’s crippling me,
Pinning me to the bed.
48.) DARK NIGHT,
The secret is out,
Release all doubt,
This is what it’s all about.
Shout with all your might,
You are the Light,
You don’t have to fight,
To shine so bright.
Every path you choose is right,
The secret is your light,
Use it through your dark night.
49.) FEELING FREE,
Choosing me,
I finally feel free,
From negative energy.
Thoughts collectively,
Filled me with anxiety,
I couldn’t think clearly,
Couldn’t hear me.
I needed it empty,
So i’m choosing me,
Freeing up the space,
Putting a smile on my face.
That’s what’s best for this place,
So it’s joy I chase,
For a moment I can embrace,
My private place.
Erase the collective,
Work on my objective,
Selectively choosing me,
Erasing negativity.
50.) THRONE,
Sitting all alone,
Sifting through my phone,
Searching for a tone,
Staring into a zone,
Sifting through skin and bone,
I leave the phone alone,
As I’m being shown,
Secrets from my throne,
Standing all alone,
Stolen from my own,
Their skepticism has grown,
Into an abyss I was thrown,
As another climbed into my throne.
51.) WILL,
I’m thankful for my will,
Even when I feel ill,
I keep climbing the hill,
Tired I try to fill,
A void that’s there still,
Searching for the chill,
Hiding within each thrill,
Exercising my will,
Climbing higher still,
Thankful when I’m ill,
It’s a chance to rest my will.
52.) ENVY IS THE ENEMY,
Comparing is a form of envy,
Making another enemy.
Seeing where they have plenty,
Making you feel you don’t have any.
Comparing yourself with many,
Will bring a sense of envy.
Keeping you from being happy,
When comparing you to what you see.
53.)POTION OF EMOTION,
Going through the motions,
Flowing with emotions.
Learning to create a potion,
Capable of a great explosion.
Released into the ocean,
Of collective emotions,
To heal the commotion,
Causing the corrosion.
Let that wound open,
Release what your holding,
Without exploding.
My potion now flowing,
Forgiveness is growing,
The commotion slowing,
Eroding into the ocean.
Closing the wound that was woven,
To keep you from what was stolen,
Bringing peace to what was broken.
54.) SENSITIVE ME,
Feeling my sensitivity,
Filling me with ecstasy,
I rise excitedly,
To what I feel within me,
A sensual energy,
Coursing through my body,
Building intensity,
I enjoy it immensely,
My focus intentionally,
Driving the energy,
Climbing sensitivity,
Into the head of me,
I’ve come to release,
And set it free,
This creative energy,
Feeling bliss within me.
55.) TONGUE A SLAVE,
The words I select,
Will soon reflect,
Just what I expect,
As emotions interject,
I feel as small as an insect,
My tongue a slave to the effect,
I’m unable to reject,
The indirect advance,
Inspecting my chance,
And see its perfect dance.
56.) HEAR THE SOUNDS,
Listening to the sound,
Of everything around,
Hearing what’s holding me down.
I start looking around,
My eyes to the ground,
Myself I have found.
To this body I AM bound,
Creating my own sound,
I AM all that’s around.
57.) CAVITY TAUGHT TO BE,
Fighting a battle taught to me,
From parents and society,
Robbed me a reality,
Steered me into depravity,
Beaten by gravity,
I'm stuck in this cavity,
I see freedom above me,
I rise above what was taught to me.
58.) SACRIFICE,
What is the sacrifice,
The true price,
Isn’t it enough to just be nice?
Living To be helpful,
Giving good advice,
I’ve been told more than twice,
I hold to tight to my vice.
Isn’t that my price,
My sacrifice?
59.) TREES IN ME,
The pleasantries,
Of the fruits of trees,
Was a gift from divinity,
Reaching the deepest part of me,
I get the chance to see,
The medicine it was meant to be,
Connected universally,
The mind feels viscerally,
All activity,
Is INFINITY,
Space and time within me,
I AM connected to every tree,
A loving relationship meant to be,
Love the fruits from eternity.
60.) THE KISS,
The kiss of forgiveness,
Brings in bliss.
You can accept this,
It’s you we miss.
A glowing wholeness,
Smoldering in a mess.
Now feeling much less,
It’s you we kiss.
Forgiveness,
You’re the witness to this.
Experience the bliss,
Through forgiveness.
Hitting targets,
You thought you missed.
61.) RUMBLING AROUND,
All morning rambling,
Grumbling,
Stumbling around.
Emotions come crumbling,
Down into my crown,
Angst rushing around.
Trying to ground,
I’m safe and sound,
Emotions rumbling around.
What have I found?
Why am I bound?
Searching for the cord,
Cutting through discord,
I continue moving forward.
62.) SELECTIVE SECRET,
Money isn’t energy,
It’s the enemy,
Dictating where you have to be
Taking everything from me,
Leaving me empty,
Money only temporary.
I gave life all of me,
Just to acquire it to be,
Only to see a fallacy.
I can’t escape its reality,
Or obtain its objective,
It's a selective secret,
Do you see it yet?
63.) EVIL ENEMY,
Evil attacks me,
Through lack and scarcity,
Reflecting a loser in me,
It’s everywhere I see,
As I struggled to be,
Part of this society,
Beaten down by money,
And the judgments of many,
My energy grows heavy,
Burdened by the envy,
It feels like my enemy.
64.) UNDER ATTACK,
Every morning under attack,
I just want my power back,
I’m tired of feeling lack,
My life an empty sack,
Having to ask for a snack,
Just to feel its smack,
Fading to black,
Falling back,
Picking up the slack,
Then SMACK,
Another attack.
65.) MISERY,
I can’t see passed the misery,
What’s this feeling within me,
I have no energy,
No reason to be,
I lie awake empty,
Hoping you take me,
Didn’t think you could break me,
I can’t see what it could be,
I believe,
Why can’t I see?
Please,
Relieve me from the misery.
66.) DISEASED,
I beg you please,
Free me from this disease,
These negative energies,
Bringing me to my knees,
Why do I deserve these,
Harsh emotions to appease,
Sick of trying to find money,
To partake in your activities.
67.) FAR AWAY,
Feeling so far away,
My thoughts gone astray,
I lost the urge to play,
I don’t think I’m okay,
Maybe I lost the way,
I have nothing left to say,
Feeling this way,
Takes me far away.
68.) FALL FOR IT,
Fear builds a wall,
I keep climbing then fall,
Dropping the ball,
Evading the call,
No act is too small,
You already saved them all,
Far away I crawl,
Falling for it all,
Fear’s wall just too tall.
69.) I WONDER,
While waiting I wonder,
When will I uncover,
The truths Hidden under,
The years of blunders,
A world in slumber,
Letting leaders plunder,
We have them out numbered,
End the reign your under,
And live a life full of wonders.
70.) CHASM OF REJECTION,
Crawling out from Chasms,
I’m having thought spasms.
Acting life out as him,
My light got really dim.
I just wanted to help them,
Giving everything I AM.
Falling deeper within,
Feeling I'll never win.
Trying again and again,
My hope wears thin.
My thoughts spin,
Beating the lies in.
A chasm of rejection,
Until further inspection,
Crawling from introspection,
I know I made the right selection.
71.) SELFISH,
A selfish desire,
Snuffs out your fire,
Doing anything to acquire,
Requires energy from the fire,
As burning eyes admire,
A temporary desire,
Willing to start a fire,
Just have what they require.
72.) DAZED ALL DAY,
My head is in a daze,
The days are repeating,
Memories are fleeing,
Everyday I’m just being,
Repeating the same routine,
Seeing the same scene,
Remaining unseen,
Observing my machine.
73.) THE WOMB MY TOMB,
Stranded in a room,
Resembling my tomb,
I consume emptiness.
This room is a mess,
Witnessing my doom,
It’s fear I consume.
A looming darkness,
Blooms as I digress,
Consuming emptiness.
Within my room,
Revealing the womb,
This is my tomb,
A new life is about to bloom.
74.) PAIN,
Healing is feeling,
Into the searing pain,
To find the kink in the strain.
Energy navigates the terrain,
Of all the cells in this domain,
Revealing the roots of your pain.
Atoms start to regain,
Control and maintain,
All that's affected by the pain.
Rewriting the DNA strain,
Removing the kink in the chain,
Healing the pain,
So you can be whole again.
75.) DEPRAVITY,
Silence surrounds me,
Loud and profoundly,
The real me I start to see,
Seeing the truth in my reality.
Souls being held within gravity,
Money feeding depravity,
Silent system of slavery,
I AM embracing with bravery.
Not knowing where it will take me.
76.) THE ROLE,
Being conditioned for a role,
Letting my spirit take control,
With the punches I roll,
It’s taking a toll,
Im being run by the soul,
Thrown into a gauntlet of sorrow,
Wallowing around a dark hole,
Stronger and stronger I grow,
Conditioning myself for the role.
77.) TRUDGING ALONG,
Trudging through the mud,
Cleaning out the sludge,
Smudging out doubt,
Learning what I'm all about,
I here my Ego shout,
“Help me out!!”,
Thoughts stuck in the mud,
I trudge through the doubt to get out.
78.) CUT CORDS,
I’ve been forced to see,
A hidden part of me,
Affecting my energy,
Directing my reality,
Secretly stealing from me,
The dreams I wish to be,
So I cut the cord,
And set it free.
79.) REFLECT THE STORY,
You are a mystery,
A reflection of the story,
Where you are me,
A living library,
Loving the way we should be,
Individually ready,
To craft a reality,
Designed from love,
Not depravity.
80.) FAITH,
Lost in faith I wait,
For god to open the gate,
Allowing me to embark on fate,
My destiny always with me,
A projected reality I create,
In an unsatisfied state,
Now I’m at the gate,
Standing patiently I wait,
To be satisfied by my faith.
81.) AN ADVANCE,
I need an advance,
Is there any chance,
I tap into my abundance,
This is not a fun dance,
Working for existence,
I need some assistance,
I trust in my circumstance,
I know there’s a chance,
For my life to advance,
If I trust in my abundance.
82.) POWER CORD,
Happily ever after,
Gets lost in the chatter.
Watching hope splatter,
As their wallets grow fatter.
My life a disaster,
Cause I stopped going after,
What I thought didn't matter.
Searching dreams for something more,
Exploring each part of my core,
Learning what I’m here for,
Creating a new door.
Money rains down to the floor,
No more need to look for it,
I spread it through the world,
Cutting their power cord.
83.) THE SOUL AND YOU,
Instant gratification,
Is flooding the nation.
Everyone on a different station,
Asking for recommendations.
Giving your power to a sensation,
Keeping you in separation.
You and the soul’s relation,
Interrupted by,
Instant Gratification.
84 .) WHISPERING,
Sometimes I feel abandoned,
Stranded on this land,
Nothing in my hands,
What about my demands?
I trust I’ll understand,
What’s truly in demand,
For this life I’ve planned,
All alone taking a stand,
Knowing I’ll safely land.
Abandoned by those who fear,
A truth I share so clear,
I wish I could see you here,
Instead of listening,
To the whispers in my ear.
85.) PLANTED GREED,
Seeds of greed,
Planted in a garden of need.
Making it harder to succeed,
Stuck in the shadows of the weeds.
Roots fighting to feed,
While saturated with greed,
Stunting growth of society.
Purposely planted to be,
A garden of greed.
Diseased we grow weary,
Clearly over running our needs.
86.) ANOTHER TRY,
Cloudy skies are full of cries,
Of all who meet their demise,
Waiting for the sun to shine in their eyes.
Climbing higher into their surprise,
Learning about the true prize,
It was always you,
Awaiting to arise,
Returning for another try.
87.) NEW LEASE,
Strength is enduring,
Unsure if you’re curing,
As the wounds keep hurting,
Circumstances stirring up chance,
Thoughts whirring in dissonance,
Through this tired mind,
Hoping to find peace,
Longing for my release,
Strength begins to increase,
Bringing a new lease on life.
88.) FORGIVEN,
Asking forgiveness,
For the part I played in this,
Witnessing my weakness,
Reflected in my reflexes.
Focusing my awareness,
Seeing how it interacts,
I am able to harness,
Power from my weakness,
Holding onto bliss.
I begin to miss on purpose,
Losing sight of service,
And for that,
I ask forgiveness.
89.) POOR ME,
Rewriting my story,
To include its glory,
No longer poor me.
I can change history,
Knowing I AM worthy,
Of who I came to be.
I step into the past to see,
Poor little me,
Staring through history.
Solving the mystery,
My story changes instantly,
Knowing I live infinitely.
90.) THANK YOU MY FRIEND,
I’m thankful for you my friend,
I wish it never had to end,
Using love our wounds mend,
Energy and Atoms bend,
The healing has happened,
Thank you for you my friend,
And the energy making wounds mend,
Until the time it has to end,
I’m thankful we can pretend,
In forever we can depend,
As energy and atoms bend,
Thankfully I comprehend,
I hope you can,
You made it till the end,
And for that,
I'm thankful my friend.
Sometimes we can find ourselves lost within the flow of life. This is the most challenging experience, Due to the sheer possibilities that lie hidden here. Much of this information was kept quiet, So we couldn’t achieve the reason we came, keeping us in a loop. We came to get through the experience you designed. Through the current societal focus, many souls don’t get the chance to experience their true nature. Many people have had multiple experiences on this plane of existence. Returning each time to complete the mission you created for yourself. Eternity is a long time, Our bodies hold an energy that never dies, It travels the expanse creating experience after experience. Many people can’t find the courage to let an unseen force direct their experience. If you knew that unseen force was only you, You may be more apt to listen to the whispers it tries to relay important information through. The mind is capable of a quantum connection that leaves the government a Relic of society. It only holds its people back, hiding the truth and using materials to manipulate your free will choices through a psychological attack unseen yet powerful keeping our world in a slumber that makes it easier to direct the human condition in a way that they wish.
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