The More I Try
the more i try to show you exactly who i am you turn your back on me and i don't know why
my heart ached for you and it shattered really fine
i kissed my futures goodnight and drummed up my strength to cry
i am a mourning masochist and a shattered sadist i cut my soul just to see if it's real
your heart never knew the dangers in my eyes i am sick inside my soul over and over again
i can't think about the futures without realizing the past knowing i was wrong when i chose to
make love to you each time i felt dejected because i was untrue my heart cried bloody
murder when i feel in love with you i screamed to the heavens and shouted down to hell i
needed you to love me but my futures are too bright i thought it was love but i now came to
see that deep inside of me i truly hate you there wasn't any guilt when i let you go i felt
more relief that i don't have to try no more.
Copyright © Doneka Royster | Year Posted 2008
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