Depression
Although a 10 letter word “Depression”
Yet too much difficult to hold up,
Complicated her simple life without knowing much!
Poisoned the mind with her undesirable thoughts,
Could not really she understand what was happening to her!
Even though not permitting her mind to think immensely,
The depressed thoughts followed her,
Quelling her all happiness,
Now she was extremely fed up!
Desires of living with contentment,
But could not to,
Finding all around the reasons to live again.
Leaving her everytime feel empty inside,
A great battle between brain & heart teared apart her soul,
How to manage? She made her all efforts.
But seemed that time has been stopped for too long,
And life reached to its final level!
Not really she knew why it was happening?
All she did,
Packing herself in a dark empty room,
Weeping in the corner with no reason,
Wanting to express herself,
But Talked to no one.
Bearing all the emotional & physical pains,
Hopefully Slept anguishingly for hours & hours.
Messed up with her mood swings,
Tired from taking pills.
Living with choking throat & dying heart,
All she felt is dead & empty inside!
Never ever told to anyone about her tough time,
Each morning she carried a smile,
But didn't gave up on her life!
Yeah! Those were the days,
She would remember lifetime,
Made a warrior inside!
Trashing all her feelings & thoughts,
A toughest girl Herself,
Recreated her own life!!
Copyright © Swati Jain | Year Posted 2018
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