Marriage Memory
I laid on the bed in silence..
He undressed me careless
His sigh could make me cold
I wept in my heart.
The wedding ring is tighter
Wedding string is suffocating me,
But I dint want to breath
As I was enjoying my silence.....
His heaviness got inside my legs,
His hands kept hurting my bosom,
Still he thought I will bloom
I laid silent
I saw a smile on his face
When blood, the symbol of love
Spread on the bed
But, he never knew
IT was my innocence that bleed
It was not my virginity.
Tears rolled down my cheeks
As I knew I am wearing another mask
Mask of compromises, forgiveness
And I could never be me, never again
I will never be loved as a feel
I will be loved as a word,
My failure....
His phone kept beeping, I could see smile
The phone blinked to make him smile
He roared at me for not touching him
But he never knew I was looking,
To touch his heart, which might have been hurt somehow, someday!!
As the messanger is on the phone,
Never next to him.
I wish I collapsed but my coffin is not yet ready...
Copyright © Cimona Sebastian | Year Posted 2018
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