Confession
The shadows of separation fall upon us and the demons come to dance with
fire around love.
Driving the wedge of disobedience so deep between us.
Disgust has placed its self upon us as we stumble in the entrance of mistrust
and lust.
Please hold me as third degree burns from real world hurts scold me.
-Its all so coldly, my flesh wrinkles slowley-Deep are passions in this cheating
heart, i cant control or even remember the start.
Iam trapped inside love strewn memories, hiding my feelings so painfully.
My mental abyss begins to consume me.
Condition- critical begins, and the heart i once felt beating, is disappearing,
Now my ice cold veins condensate my pain,and my hearts anger becomes
stranger.
Iv e created this direction in which i protect my soul from the pains of affliction.
My story of another heart beating, like me;
she is also committed , meaning she too is cheating.
Needing the light of the last phase moon, the beauty in her pedals completely
consumed as fear enters her once every ten year bloom.
The one gift taken, the love given you,
the moon begins to cry ,shes happy for you.
The emancipation of your love is a love worth sharing, i apologize for the hurt your
ears are hearing.
as I failed to understand the external love we believed to control, mistakes of two
hurts us whole.
Please leave me!, the beast of torn hearts awaits to receive me.
Being made by him to forever re- live what i lost through him.
That of your cheer may i never again hear,or see,
or here will there ever be- your heart calling me.
Iv e held my hearts like cards in the devils grasp,
taking compassion for granted- never loving to last .
I want your love, my love, to set you free, iv e hurt you so bad the thieves
of your heart are delighted and happy.
. Lost to you is this voice of mine, not heard by you for the rest of time.
My heart begins to weep, now yours is hardened and full of strength,.
I know all of me is equal to only half of you,
may that be true.
To dismantle our relationship, you have to believe id never plan,
if i get to see you happier without me,may god bless you and him.
MY COFESSION!!!!
Copyright © Jarred Neibel | Year Posted 2007
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