Agony
Lately it is only agony
desperation
nothing is the same anymore
inside of me
and different is not better
and the weirdest of it all
is that every day is the same thing
but i dont recognize anything
its like i can never see
see, listen, feel.
never
its like a barrier
between me and the world
an transparent barrier
because i see
but i dont feel
anything
thats what seems to be inside of me
the heart is beating
im here
missing
that i do understand
not only the people, but the smells
the smells, colors, tastes.
where are they? Why cant i see?
see, listen, feel.
Copyright © April Bartaszewicz | Year Posted 2008
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