I Am Gatvol
I AM GATVOL
So you wanna play God over my happiness
You decide when I can have a smile on my face
When I must have my face soaked in tears
You make and break my happiness
Why am I even crying,if you should know
Am I crying because I dread the thought of life without you
NO,I am crying because I hate every little memory of the day we first met
I regret everything about that day
I regret every second of my life I have allowed you to waste
All I want now is just forget about you and pretend like you were never there
I will forever blame myself for giving you far too many chances
When all you ever begged for was only one
You think you have me right where you want me
Wrapped around your little finger eating from your palm
You're convinced that I don't know that love is not what you want me to think it is
My eyes are blind and I can't see anything you fool yourself
You want me to believe that hitting and kicking me is just another way of expressing your love to me
When you yell,shout and scream at me all you're doing is loving me loudly
You seem to believe that all my pain and tears can easily be wiped and dried by a single kiss
We can just kiss make up and forget everything
Copyright © Chrispen Mukumbi | Year Posted 2016
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