Hey Alex
Hey Alex you were just a number
Used and abused into a slumber
All those tours hoping you would blunder
Slicing your brain like a cucumber
No Gordon you don't know
I'm the stronger person which I can show
Your so weak I can get you anytime
Your my next statistic in the line
Alex your out of my head
All you want to do is make me dead
But you can't win this little war
In my head your such a bore
No Gordon I am inside your head
That's why I know you should be dead
But I am stronger than your therapies
The more you do the more I'll tease
When your feeling really low
I will strike with a mighty blow
Make you think about losing your life
Leaving behind your kids and your wife
Hey Alex you just can't see
Your in the past like history
You repeat your little fantasy
Your so wrong you can't do anything to me
Yes you have caused me to doubt
But isn't that what learnings about
I am stronger than you think
So take a hike the sky is pink
But I am the black dog that sits on Yr shoulder
All those years of you being a soldier
Making you think about all you've seen
I'm a killer you know what I mean
No Alex your in my past
I can put you to bed at last
I am stronger can't you see
There is nothing you can do to me
But Gordon I am you
All I'm doing is so true
I can make you feel insane
My name is Alex I'm inside your brain
Yes you are inside of me
But I now have clarity
Your a part of my past
My recovery will rid you at last
The only memories you have left
Are my scars when I was bereft
But the stronger I become
Is the sign that Alex your done
I know you will remain with me
But now I know and I can see
Your bad, sad, and not good
So I've coveted you with a gag and hood
Hey Gordon you can not rid me
I am you you are me
Without each other
You've lost your brother
Just like others I had the control
I am your psychotic troll
I have taken more than you'd imagine
Because trauma is now a fashion
No Alex get back to bed
Tablets keep you outta my head
It's time for you to say goodbye
As I have won and you are to die
Once you've gone away
My poetry and rhyme will play
To help others who have this battle
Your partners will be herded like cattle
So if you do struggle with demons
Talk to friends therapists taste the lemon
Your stronger than them in your head
Then a good night's sleep you'll get in bed
Copyright © Gordon Alexander | Year Posted 2025
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