I Am
I know you fell in love with the girl that always seemed to be happy
And I know that you loved me more before I told you what had happened..
I'm so sorry for the times I kept you up because I was trying to end my life , I'm sorry for the times I left scars on my thighs
I know I'm not beautiful, or smart.
I cry myself to sleep because I'm falling apart, I can't hold on much longer my hands are tired from having to hold my broken heart.
This life I have been living just never seems to have a good start. I can't tell you how many times I've held all the pills and my hand and cried by myself in the dark.
I hate myself because I know I'm not beautiful and I'm sure the reason he's only with me is so I'll stay breathing , but I can't breath when there's a tear in my heart and my lungs full of smoke ,I'm just waiting for the day I'm hanging from the rope and it's so tight around my throat
Hailee burkett
Copyright © Hailee Burkett | Year Posted 2016
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