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i was running from all those thoughts
i thought i already stopped and all gone
but all those thoughts still there
i crumbled, tumbled, struggled
i thought it was finished
i thought i'm standing now, and ready to run again
but i'm still laying down on the ground
i heard someone said 'it's okay not to be okay'
i thought it was true, but why now it's hurting me?
i don't know how to stand up now
even if i try to stand up, i cannot walk
even if i can walk, i cannot run
even if i can run, i cannot stop
so should i stop here and live with all those thoughts?
should i feed them, or should i throw them all
because with or without them i'm still clueless
Copyright © Geovani Imanuela | Year Posted 2016
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