Lost Love
The corners of his pink lips bow into a grin that sent a spark to burst into colors in the dark hole of a heart I had. He lit me up like a lantern on the dark, gloomy path to forever. Blissly in love I had fallen for him, yet so dangerously in love I had fallen to him. His name indefinitely glued to the tip of my tongue no matter what.
A butterfly named Happiness used my heart as a trampoline when he was around. My life had been painted in the vibrancy of cerise. As rich as the scarlet that dripped through the veins of fresh roses.
My insides were clogged with the thought of him, him, him and him. Did I forget to mention him? I did? Him. There seemed to be no more room for other thoughts, why have I feel so love with him? He radiated all the colors of the rainbow, and I was addicted to tasting them. He loved to bring me a new bouquet of happiness everytime we met. I had been inprisoned with the thought of him.
Like the layers of a deep ocean, was my heart. So deep light couldn't penetrate. But how did he manage?
Like a moth to a flame I was captured by the joy he brung with his precense. His hair streaked with tones of light chestnut and strands of platinum. His eyes which would form angelic crecents with his illusorily magnificent smiles. I remembered him all the way down to the deliciously scrumptious aroma that kissed my nostrils everytime he embraced me.
"I love you." He told me everytime saw me.
I love him, "he's gone."
No; but I love him, "he's gone."
I will always love him, "he's gone."
Every since the death of him, My mind and I fought every night with a battle I liked to call Sanity. Sanity was mine, but my mind didn't think so. Sanity kept me alive, but my mind didnt think so.
This particular night, my mind has won the battle and celebrated the victory with an overdose on morphine. It celebrated the victory all the way through my veins to the cavernous ribcage that embraced my heart, all the way through my bloodstream until I kissed breath goodbye.
//Im just practicing my creativity, don't mind me.//
Copyright © Flower Rade | Year Posted 2015
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