Rollercoaster
I know what I want but my courage fails me
I run away from myself not wanting to face reality
I hide in the shadows hoping everything will fold out slowly
It forces me to think constantly
My mind never rests, not sure what is really best
Should I continue run or should I start having fun
Am I denying myself what I really want or am I wanting what I can't
Why can't I ever move on
Seems as if my heart won
These thoughts fill my head, all night as I lay in bed
All night as I lay in bed
What is the price I must pay
When will it be my day
How do I know what is really best, my heart is being put to a test
I want to figure this out , whatever it may be
If a verdict come, will it be me?
All these questions in my mind
When will they be left behind
To finally rid of this commotion
And stop this rollercoaster on my emotions
Copyright © Jasmine Morales | Year Posted 2006
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