30 Days In
30 Days In
I fall short of just enough
Words escaped my breath
Eager to talk
My tongue utters
As a mute
Finding his voice
My mind races with mighty a speed
My fragility becomes apparent
A spectacle amongst
Figures who whisper and stare
Removing all doubt that
it’s but my little secret
Silky ribbon in my hair
Glitter and sparkle on my face
A kite flying over mountain tops
An overly inflated balloon ready to pop
A storm of great magnitude
Overcame me with pride
A strong electrical shock
No sleeping at night
I’m Mother Nature
A woman of wisdom
Maya Angelou
Joan of Arc
I’ve arrived , yet have been around
Just ask the lover of my life ,
Wish Kassadine
He’s real, but just a lie
Oh, the lore of a narc
He , 52, me, 25
Energized by talent of no abound
It’s in the numbers
Reading into things
Looking for the signs
He said nothing’s wrong with you
Just give me your social
The contracts are due
I’m you’re husband
You’re my wife
And if you want mother of my child
Gotta get you outta here
Take no meds
You don’t need them
you’re fine
I’ll tell you what to write
You can make your own decisions and take care of yourself
You’re be out in 72 ‘ours
A thick , heavy wooden door yanked off the walls
carried by by a man on the sidewalk
People strolling on sidewalks
Hands in pockets
music in their ears
A woman pacing ,large ball of keyes giggling
Paradise is mine
and rightfully claimed
A new order
Black rule February 2017
No windows
No doors
Could I escape that high
Not scared of night
For God’s by my side
I am his daughter, Jesus Christ
give me the strength to defeat the devil
I screamed at the top of my lungs
Drawing closer to him to no avail
I swore that devil almost killed my grandmama
Blood clot he said
When I came to , oh I was overcome, so much for my enthusiasm
In the pale blue two piece ward uniform
Girl on 7th
A Sag and a Capricorn
White pillows, sheets
4 cheese burgers
Baileys Irish cream, gin and juice :
Pina co la ta and papaya
Pissy Heineken
Cigarettes
Snapshots on the bed
Videos and directions
Cocoa butter, notes and pens
It’s me and you against the world
Together we’ll build a corporation
I need 50 to fix my mouth
You know, I want to look the part
Plus it may cost me my life if otherwise
You’re all I’ve got
The flame goes out
Held hostage in my own mind
The devil’s in my pocket
21,000 Claimed
Getting closer to the next dimension
No hell
Nor heaven
Generations out in the open
They’re here amongst me
Blank stares sitting on heavy, sand filled chairs
A kiss on the cheek
My personal greeting
The Oscar’s are on
And I’ve got one
I see Gucci belts
I’m in a movie and
“Invisible chains “kept us bound
Me, rapunzel , tangled in a knot
Him, under watch
Something about hammers, deflowering 4 women, fights and what not
I did 15 he said
In 3 years it’ll be all ours
I never told you I had it, you assumed
I took the test , look at it, the results speak for themselves
I’ve got blue balls
It hurts
It feels different , better with someone else
I can’t wait to make you a woman
I’m gonna go in your stomach
Lets leave without paying,
You scared,
oh, I was just kidding
If pop off, take my bag, you get caught , you have it , it’s yours
I’ve brought it onto myself
I need not pity
For I will sink deeper into it
The head needeth compress
Fallen leaves gather at my feet
A grasshopper in the meadow
Becoming one with the green
Marckincia Jean
Narrative
08/12/2024
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