I'M Really Going To Kill Myself
now that i have your attention
let me state the OBVIOUS
i cannot kill myself with this paper
but the pen does look enticing
dont get me wrong
i'd love to die tonight
but then what would i do
with my eternal damnation
this is not a suicide note
cause im not dead (yet...)
im just informing the world
of the OBVIOUS
in a way
i killed myself already
the day i joined your group of people
you say im wrong
you say im bad
but then again
isnt it OBVIOUS
that you are the one that is judging me
and the last time i checked
to judge is a sin
OBVIOUSly you have no idea
of what im trying to sing
the point im trying to get across
isnt black or white
well actually it is
because there is no grey
so dont justify your ways
dont make your choices "okay..."
for mine are not worse
and yours are no better
and since there is no OBVIOUS answer
since there is not a definite
do you use the word conviction
only when it benefits you
hypocrisy is the OBVIOUS
at least in the few who have opened their eyes
and for you that still do not know the OBVIOUS
let me explain:
OBVIOUS in this text
is a representation of the
sick and
perverted and
twisted and
manipulated thing you call religion
christianity to be specific
if i do not see the way they see
i am evil
if i do not agree
i am vile
people never understand
what needs understanding
and now im a showing all
that the bible is not just a book
its not only a road map as some would call it
it is not the thing you made it
only one word can truly describe it
SCRIPT
that is what it is
no more
no less
so read your "BOOK"
and read your "ROAD MAP"
because you made me what i used to be
your eyes are sewn shut
which is more damaging than closed church doors
so open your eyes
and remove your stitches
and see
see...
see..........
TRUTH
Copyright © Jeremy Rudko | Year Posted 2006
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