Slowly Deteriorating
In my arms lies your lifeless body.
My heart breaks with every last breathe you take.
This must be your time to go.
I want to come with you, for I don't wont to be left alone.
I don't want to awake only to realize you are gone.
I breathe you in, but to never release you.
How do I adapt here in this lonely, thoughtless world?
In the silence I here you calling out to me "Please don't go".
I stay for hours holding you, until they come and take you away.
Your face id blank, showing no signs, no motions nor movements.
I already miss your sweet smile.
I see our memories flash before my eyes, like a tape in fast forward
then it suddenly stops... just like that.
The years we shared only seem as seconds now.
They say everything happens for a reason,
but what is the reason for you leaving me?
I can't think of any reason.
My mind is blank.
It's like I'm dead but I'm awake.
I'm lost inside.
Maybe I should be happy your in a better place, but I have no feelings.
Depression sets in, I'm lost in a daze.
I can't eat nor sleep, I slowly die.
My only thoughts are the ones of you.
I am eternally damaged inside, but I will go on.
Go on living each day for you.
I appreciate what I had and still have even though your know gone.
Something great, something that could never be replaced.
I live in this world alone, but you will always be with me.
I love you my Fallen Angel.
Copyright © Phillie Blackwell | Year Posted 2006
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