Watch Me Fall
I took another pill today
To take the blinding pain away
I drifted into loneliness
The only friend I'll never miss
I walked the line so I could see
A spec dust to set me free
Sadistic how I'm suferring
This night between us, buffering
I took a tab at half past two
Can't you see I'm using you?
I'm drifting into waves of bliss
They wait for you inside my kiss
When molly came to roll at four
I held your hand, just like before
This sun will set before I fall
To rise again beyond my walls
I cut a line from six to noon
Let's meet again; i'm coming soon
I'm raising weapons for your ghost
Kill memories that mean the most
My therapist will hear me out
Inhale the fear, release the doubt
I tell her lies just after five
I'm way too high to feel alive
I smoke a blunt to bring me down
My heart is racing, hear me now!
I take a bath to calm my nerves
Accept the fate that I deserve
I pray to god just after 8
I think of all the things I hate
Salvation found under the rug
Fresh mountain snow to show me love
I tell my mom i'm coming home
Don't wanna die out here alone
Cause All I want to know is peace
It's 2 am
No sweet release
My heavy heart will dream of you
The love we shed was never true
Without the lies, the sun will rise
Surrender now, I close my eyes
Copyright © Laura Dee | Year Posted 2025
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