Black Out
Oh my im so tired, frustraed, confuse
drained of all energy heart frozen,but
my mind still amused.
It's been so long since i felt a heavyness on my body
holding me still while my blood rushes warmly inside me.
Who are you?
Why are you here?
Why do you seem to say things that penatrate my ear.
Clouds blue, sun Yellow
raised angel/but already born devil (Fact or Fiction)
Nites dark, days full of of light
taught peace, but only learned fight (Fact or Fiction)
Trees tall in the fall
leaves flying from the breeze
atmosphere at ease,please relieve these tears that pours
like a poor man's needs (Fact or Fiction)
I want to be what i am not!
i want to shout what lifes about!
hurt, pain,lies, pills
alcohol addiction, and pilled up bills.
Jelously,envy.depression, stressing
false impressions,that make you feel less then
panic attacks that come unwanted
only in the mind,but dam they are haunting
I have no idea whats going on
jus went from one subject to another not knowing if i belong
on this earth that i walk upon that feels my feet with wicked dirt(Oh my GOD Fact or Fiction)
Closings my eyes, sleep is overbearing my life, right now
ambiem taking its toll my eyes start to roll (Fact or Fiction)
and did i spell frustread wrong,because im very confuse right now?
Copyright © Joy Brailsford | Year Posted 2013
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