Subdued
Man ever since I rejected Christ and join forces with the devil I started to see things that was beyond human eyes to see in I started to hear different voices in my head asking questions like who are you? What’s going on? Is anybody there? It was like people were living inside of me Deep inside of me I could see another world that was so cold and what driven me apart was that I saw myself trap inside a cell surrounded by evil spirits And when I look into the mirror I saw three different figures I could barely see because the windows started to fog up So I lean back against the wall close my eyes that were fi lled with tears and when I open my eyes back up I could see the outline of three different males shape in different figures each with different emotions one was mad, one was sad, and the last one was very depress But as I wipe the windows I started to see the three males but what I didn’t realize that it was me I based my whole life on one area and zone which was money and fame I tried my best to search for an ounce of happiness but I couldn’t find a penny my life was falling apart I didn’t want it to be worthless I was lost and stranded with emotions that grew inside me for many years And when my soul left my body I heard a voice say that I got you now I was trapped in my own world that I created with no way out I tried to save myself but I couldn’t because my body was over token by the evil spirits that I created and put my trust in Fire started to burn inside me and I fell useless to the ground begging for mercy asking questions like What’s going on? Who are you? Is anyone there? I started to weep because nobody could hear me
I was trap in the darkness burning in flames with no water; I could hardly breathe and hardly walk But when I looked up I saw a spirit that was laughing at me while sitting on top of a horse And when I open my eyes up wider it was the devil I asked the devil what was I doing here? The devil laughed and said you brought your own self down here when you sold your soul you open the gates of hell and you surrender your body unto me And now you will suffer even more and be with me forever because once you’re down here there’s no way out so stop your weeping Because you the one that set yourself apart from the light and enter the darkness My heart dropped when reality finally hit me What have I done? And when I looked at me in the world I was getting worse underneath the curse of depression I was laying in the bed and woke up screaming and breathless Waking up from a dream that made me restless and then an image appear to me as a black shadow Telling me to get the gun and kill myself I was already feeling depressed and tire of the world in my physical form So I just obeyed and with no hesitation I pulled the trigger after the count of three
Copyright © Tadon Archer | Year Posted 2015
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