To Be Left In Shambles (The Misery Psalm)
I kept on thinking of you
How you just left me in shambles
and formed my heart into a boulder
Blocking my will to ever love again
You left me because of something
that you could handle but....you didn't want to
Because you didn't care....but I did
I cared for you even if I wasn't privileged
But you left me in grief
You left me to be destroyed
Within my own sorrow
Which disturbed my peace
Even if you did hurt me badly
I must forgive you
Because it releases the pain
of hatred and dispitefulness
For I shall not hate you but wait for the day
You sahll come back to me
Because I know your pain
and want to release you from it
So you can be finally free
and breath in so much air
that your happiness shall spread
Through this earth like wings
and cover it with your ever loving kindness
For this I wanted for you
But you rejected it
To only leave me in shambles.
Copyright © Noah Almonor | Year Posted 2006
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